characteristics: height - 5ft11" (180cm) weight - 11st / 154lbs (70kg) waist - 32" (81cm) wrist - 7" (18cm) ankle - 8" (20cm) build - thin, slim and slender hair - brown, long naturally curly eyes - hazel, variable colour, naturally long lashes sexual orientation - hetero, subject to change at owner's discretion endowment - short, uncircumcised flaccid penis length - 2" (52mm) flaccid penis circumference - 3" (77mm) erect penis length - 5" (127mm) erect penis circumference - 4" (149mm) current chastity device - Holy Trainer Nub V3 24mm tube, 44mm base current term of orgasm denial start date - 20/03/20 current rectal depth - 8" (203mm) current rectal width - 1.9" (48mm) willingness to relocate - available to relocate globally
I've been producing my own amateur solo clips, in the slim hope of collaborating with other F/m BDSM producers. I know my material isn't that great but I'm just starting out really, even if I've been doing this since my original Mistress put me in front of the camera around 2015/16. I am merely a runaway slave that overcome initial reluctance, perpetually feeding myself into the adult film industry and I really love being in this role, no matter how degrading or humiliating. Since realising I thrive off such exposure, in stark contrast to my prior preconceptions I have no qualms about exploring, learning more and I value every experience.
I want to make use of my industry know-how from years back, I spent my early years in the film industry, when I developed as a media professional in my youth through my twenties and thirties. I left the film and television industry after family businesses collapsed and averted my lifelong passion away, completely changing my working habits and developing my own business in adjacent markets. I feel graciously content but I know i can do more.
I'm sorry for that sob story bit, although I want my input to be helpful in the industry.
Might add, I am not in this for stereotypical male driven porn-fodder. I'm less than the average beta so I no longer do that (every man says this) I am in long term chastity, I prefer staying desexed so I am able to work, sleep and play unhindered. I goon in a feminised and civilised manner for others amusement and entertainment. Happy for others to gain pleasure from my humiliating yet liberating squirtgasms and I'm afraid I am getting addicted to anal and increasingly craving cock... Ok, I do enjoy this a bit too much, maybe that might help, years since I was indulged with pegging, I maintain my stretch exercises regularly so I am eager for strap-on or Bull cock in shoots and sessions.